Hi I'm Ella. I'm here just to chat and make online friends.
I am in a very committed monogamous relationship so I really am only here for the chat.

Here is a little bit about me.

I have been fascinated by woman's clothes since I was a teenager. especially corsets (always wanted to know how it would feel to be tightly laced into one - and now I know :)), pantyhose, bras, catsuits,and anything shiny.

I started properly experimenting/dressing around 30 years ago, firstly by trying on some of my then girlfriends clothes, and then about 25 years ago the internet arrived properly and you could buy everything you desired online.

It was at this time I discovered Latex (yes the shiny stuff i liked was rubber) and I ordered a back zip catsuit a corset and some high heeled boots.
The first time in that outfit was magical, I loved the feeling of it on my body, being hugged all over and then laced into the corset and boots wow.
As time went by I brought a latex hood, a much better corset, and boots and lots of make up and began transforming myself into a Rubberdoll. The feeling of being a doll and looking so different and feminine was amazing and I dressed like this as much as I could. I then started wearing a short bodycon dress over the top of my catsuit, a long coat and wearing a wig over my hood and going outside for walks late at night dressed as a girl.
This brought a whole new dimension to my fetish. going outside where I could be seen was such a turn on, and I did it as much as I could.

I did this for many years and then took a break from it. A hard thing to do but other life stuff was more important at the time.
(Also my catsuit ripped badly and I didn't want to buy a new one).

So fast forward to about 5 years ago and I started cross dressing again. Slowly building up a small wardrobe, make up supplies and wigs. I am slowly getting better at my make up and more confident with my look.
I really enjoy it, and when I do get to dress up I try and remain a girl as long as possible, usually sleeping like it to. It's such a nice feeling waking up as a girl. I've yet to brave going out in public yet but maybe one day. I also find it so relaxing.

I still love the look of latex, and would love to be properly transformed into a rubber doll, but equally I would love to be given a full make over and feminised so that I really could pass as a girl.

I'm glad I found this group as I it lets me openly chat about this in a safe environment.
I really am only here just for chat and I'm not into men at all or taking about sex really.

Sorry if this rambles a bit.

Ella