I am a lifetime crossdresser since before I even knew what that was. Started at the age of 7 or 8 in my older sisters party dresses and lacy slips. Of course as I became a teenage boy? I really learned to love mothers clothes along with my older sisters. I was so lucky, closets full of dresses, ball gowns, girdles, slips, heels and even wigs. It was not as if I made a choice or decided to do this, I just always loved to be and feel feminine. And that feeling has never changed nor weakened, it is still as strong as ever.